Some of you might remember that my Grandpa was diagnosed with Multiple Myeloma right around this time last year. He had a rocky start to 2011, but his strength carried him through some very tough times and he enjoyed a happy and stable summer and fall season.
He has unfortunately encountered another set back with his health over the past week. He battled a blood infection which landed him back in the hospital. He overcame it with antibiotics, only to find himself with yet another mysterious blood infection, fighting for his life, as of yesterday. It’s been a shock to our family as the doctor said he was in remission just before this all happened.
All this has made me realize that every day we wake up in good health is a day to celebrate. Forget about being down on yourself for the number on the scale, the guilt over yesterday’s indulgences, and whether you think you look “perfect” in your holiday dress.
If you wake up healthy, it’s already a great day.
and my Grandpa would argue, even if you wake up unhealthy it can still be a great day.
This past summer, Grandpa was the best I had seen him since his diagnosis last December. He was vibrant, active, and loving life. Despite his cancer, he carried on life as usual working up at the cottage, visiting with family, and doing renos all summer long.
He’s taught me so much in my life, most importantly, with the right attitude and faith, anything is possible. He is a true role model in my life.
Did I mention he already beat cancer once in his life? He’s one tough cookie!
I actually made these cookies before I found out the news, but in a way, they oddly remind me of my Grandpa. They are both tough cookies.
And of course, I mean that in the best way possible. :)
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Nutcracker Cookies
I wanted to come up with my own vegan Christmas cookie this year. After a lot of brainstorming, I envisioned a hearty, nutty cookie with a crisp, toffee-like exterior and a chewy, doughy middle. After several trials, that’s just what they are. Don’t let their homely appearance fool you either, these are one of our favourite cookies to come out of the oven. Toasting the nuts beforehand results in an incredibly flavourful cookie, so don’t skip it. The most important tip I can give you is not to undercook them. You’ll want a golden brown bottom, almost toffee-like in appearance, for the middle to be cooked enough. You’ll see what I mean below.
Yield: 14 cookies
Ingredients:
- 1 cup mixed raw nuts (I used 1/4 cup almonds, 1/2 cup chopped pecans, 1/4 cup walnuts)
- 1/4 cup Earth Balance*, melted
- 1/2 cup packed organic brown sugar (105 grams)
- 1 tbsp almond milk or other non-dairy milk
- 1/2 tsp vanilla extract
- scant 1/2 tsp kosher salt
- 1 tsp cinnamon
- 1/4 tsp baking powder
- 1/3 cup packed pitted dates (60 g), chopped
- 1/2 cup whole wheat pastry flour*
- 1/4 cup ground flax
1. Preheat oven to 325F. Chop nuts and toast in the oven for 12 minutes, watching closely after 10.
2. Meanwhile, melt the Earth Balance in a bowl in microwave. Now whisk in the brown sugar, vanilla, and milk until smooth.
3. Whisk in the salt, cinnamon, and baking powder. Chop the pitted dates.
4. Remove nuts from oven and stir into the dough mixture. Stir in the chopped dates.
5. Stir in the flour and then the ground flax. The mixture will be very sticky, but it shouldn’t be so sticky that you can’t handle it. If it is too sticky (and this might be the case if using a different flour), add a tablespoon of flour at a time, but I wouldn’t add more than a couple.
6. Shape into balls (just smaller then golf balls), with lightly wet fingers if necessary. Compact dough together tightly. Place on a baking sheet lined with parchment. No need to space them out as they don’t spread.
7. Bake for 18 mins at 325F, checking the bottoms after 15-16 mins. To get mine cooked in the middle, I had to slightly brown the bottoms (see below). Cool for 5 mins on the sheet and then transfer to cooling rack. The middle will firm up a bit more as they cool.
*Notes: Coconut oil works as a sub for EB, but the flavour won’t be as buttery. I made a trial with brown rice flour (using 1/2 cup + 2 tbsp flour) and it held together fine, but it was gritty. For a gluten-free version, I suggest using certified GF oat flour. Other flours probably work too!
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The cookies come together very easy! Just toast the nuts, mix the batter, chop the dates, add flour and flax, and mix it all together.
Your dough should look like this…sticky!
The dough is really sticky to handle, so if you need to lightly dab your fingers in a bowl of water, feel free. When shaping the cookies, make them just smaller than golf balls and really squeeze the dough to compact it together.
I had to make quite a few trials of these cookies to figure out what the perfect temperature and baking time was. In my oven, 325F and 18 mins of baking time resulted in the perfect cookie. Depending on your baking sheet, oven, and altitude, this time may vary. To get the cookies cooked in the middle, I had to cook them until they were golden brown on the bottom.
This golden bottom, resulted in the perfect middle:
Perfectly cooked middle (after cooling):
If you don’t bake them long enough, you will have an undercooked middle, as shown below:
You don’t want that!
After cooling, they have this amazing toffee-like, chewy, and dough interior with a crispy and crunchy shell! We’re pretty much obsessed with them. For my first original Christmas cookie, I was really pleased with the outcome. Eric insisted I keep all the “failed” trials for him to eat! I’m also freezing a bunch and will give them to family members on the weekend.
Make these cookies for someone you love, maybe even crazy Uncle Ted.
Most of all, never forget your sense of humor during the holiday season.
My Grandpa still has his.
and I’m sure he would agree with me that Nutcrackers are really creepy.
Seriously, creepy.
What a great reminder. I’ve been struggling a bit today. Thank you for sharing.
Your Grandfather sounds like a a tough cookie, indeed. I hope he has many more wonderful enjoyable days ahead of him. The cookies look delish. Love from England.
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So sorry to hear that your grandpa has been having trouble! Much like these cookies, he sounds wonderful :)
Your Grandpa is truly inspiring!
As an oncology nurse I try to not let a day go by without be thankful for my health. It definitely gives you a different perspective. I will be thinking and praying for you & your Grandpa! Merry Christmas!
Hi Angela. Your grandpa sounds like one tough cookie so hopefully his strength of character will pull him through this challenging time. I’m sending lots of positive thoughts and energy your way xx
Sadly, my husband likes nutcrackers, so they are currently up on a shelf in our living room. A very high shelf, so I can sort of not see them. Prayers for your grandfather’s recovery, and for calmness and peace for the family.
I love the look of those nutcracker cookies!!! Might give them a try for new years celebrations. I just got finished in the kitchen making my grandma’s famous linzer cookies. This year is the first year that she won’t be with us, but making them made me think of all the fond memories we had together. Wishing you the best christmas and happy new year!!!
Great post, Ange! :) Grandpa’s positivity is something that I truly admire. He is proof that with the right attitude, anything is possible. :)
No better way to show love and support but through a labor of sweet love. Cheers to you and your grandfather.
I am sorry that your Grandpa is having a tough go at the moment. I read your blog nearly every day and I love the recipes and your view on life. Thanks for the great recipes and perspectives – Happy Holidays!!!
Thank you for such a beautiful and honest post. I’ll be praying for your family, your grandpa’s health and continued peace within the fam!
And I think I’ll try and make those cookies! :)
So sorry to hear about your Grandpa. It’s always such a hard thing to deal with, let alone during the holidays. Sending good thoughts and prayers your way.
Coconut palm sugar to sub for the brown sugar? Yum oat flour!
I made these tonight and they were soooo good – I don’t know if they are going to last until tomorrow:) Luckily we are setting them out for Santa, so it will be mandatory that most are gone by morning.
Great recipe! I made the gluten free version with the oat flour and they came out fantastic! I also used only almonds because I can’t find pecans and walnuts in my area not manufactured with wheat listed in the allergies. These still came out perfect! And I have to say, toasting the nuts first really does give it a distinct (and amazing) flavor! Another wonderful recipe, thank you!
A wonderful tribute to your grandfather. He is in my thoughts and I am wishing you and him all the best. Great looking cookie too :)
Hi Angela,
We saw Grandpa today he seems in good spirits. I thought he was better today.
I am so proud of you and continue to sing your praises wherever I go!
Love Aunt Elizabeth
Hi Elizabeth, I’m so happy to hear that!
Happy New Year!
What a fabulous way to look at life. A healthy day is a good day… and any day you can spend with friends and family {especially over the holidays} is a GREAT day!
These cookies look excellent and I love all the nuts in there. I think I have had my fill of cookies and treats over the past couple of days but these might need to make a New Years Eve appearance!
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Angela Im so sorry to hear about your uncle Ted. You always here about people losing their loved ones to sickness and feel empathy but the truth is you never really no what its like until you experience it first-hand. God bless you and your family.
P.S. I made the nutcracker cookies just now…..they..are..FANTABULOUS (Fantastic and fabulous get it?). I didn’t have almond milk so I subbed for applesauce and used hazelnuts, almonds, walnuts, and fresh shredded coconut for the nuts. Can you say best cookies ever? I sure think so.
I am so sorry to hear about ypur grandpa. My mother was also diagnosed with Multiple Myeloma in spring of 2011. She just recieved her stem cell transplant….it’s tough right now- but she always has a smile on her face. I will keep your grandpa in my thoughts.
I came to your blog after watching, “Forks Over Knives” and made the change to become vegan…it’s an amzing journey. Thank you for all your inpiration!!! Keep on keeping on.
God Bless your family. Your grandfather sounds like a wonderful person the world gets to have.
Best wishes to your Grandpa. My mom has multiple myeloma but she is currently in remission. It is so scary to think about what could happen. Love to your family!
I just made these today and oh my, they are my new favorite! They are amazing. I am thinking of reducing the sugar to 1/4 cup next time since they are plenty sweet and we try not to eat a lot of sugar. Do you think it’ll mess up the rest of the cookie?
I just made these cookies using the coconut oil instead of the Earth Balance and they turned out delicious! I wasn’t missing the buttery flavor at all. Yum!
I’m a new reader of your blog. I have been browsing your older posts and found this recipe. I just made these cookies – nevertheless it’s summer at the moment – and they are absolutely piece of heaven! I find it very hard not to eat them all right now. I notice myself walking away from kitchen but soon realize I am back there…just one more and I will stop!
These look absolutely awesome. Dates and nuts, what’s not to love?
Love the pictures with your Grandpa as well. :)
Great article and I’m trying these cookies!
Jay
I made these this weekend with the coconut oil substitution, and they are truly amazing. I think they are my new favourite cookie, and it generally takes chocolate to make something my favourite! I am impressed with your recipe creation skills. Thank you for this.
Hey Angela! I cannot wait to try and make these! My only problem is the ground flax. I’m from Southern California but I’m spending a year in Nairobi, Kenya and I have not been able to find flax seeds! For this recipe what could I use as a replacement?
P.S. Your story is so inspiring and I can really relate to it right now!!
God Bless!
How long do you think that these cookies will keep for?